sensibleoutkast

Well everyone, I got back from vacation about a week ago and I now getting back into the swing of school and work and all the other things I must do. If you kept up with my last journal entry, the mission was a complete failure. It so happened that one of the outcomes that I have come to conjure and so desperately did not want to occur happened. I must live with this major embarrassment and disappointment, but I DO NOT regret my actions that I took in order to get the information I desperately wanted. I somehow knew it was the truth but I guess I had a twelve-year old's hope that I was holding on to. I must have watched too many movies or ani

The toughest decisions a person, or at least me, has to make seems to be the ones that are put off the longest. You think and think and think about something for what seems like years but it is only days or weeks. You think about every possible outcome there is that you can come up with, but when you do finally act, the outcome is this unbelievable and most of the time megrim filled disappointments. Not a disappointment for the actual outcome but because you could not foresee what actually happened. All this applies especially to any type of relationship or potential relationship, and especially if it involves the desire to "date" the opposit

Ever been on a long trip and when you get back home, it seems somewhat hard to get back in "routine" of things? Thats how today is going for me, it was great to get away for a while, considering the main reason I was away was for family problems, but that gave me a reason to tag along and enjoy the California coast. The weather was perfect, people didn't care who you were or why you were there, and the best thing of all is that it was not Farmington; a big plus. Responsibility had seemed to set back in when we arrived in Gallup on the way back to Farmington, but I still didn't feel "back." I guess it's the reality that I am once again back ho